I can do it

I lost two pounds last week and I couldn't be happier, but now this week I have kind of pigged out. I've been too tired to run everyday and the stress of not having money and working my ass off six days a week, among other things is making me eat more I think. I have new bathing suits coming from victorias secret and I can't wait to get all the pieces and try them on, or maybe I can. We shall see. It's hard to eat healthy all the time and I think it is starting to get to me.

20 to go

So I gained a pound this week, but my excuse is that I wasn't really trying. I wanted to eat what I wanted this weekend. So I did. But now back to the regularly scheduled program of healthy food. Blah...

week 7

So I still managed to lose a pound and a half even with going to a wedding on Saturday night and going way over my weekly points allowance. I think it was because I drank more wine and bloody marys than food that I ate. I am beginning to think that alcohol is not that bad for you, well besides the immediate side effects. But that won't change me. I have found that I am feeling much better about myself and happier, now that I am running close to every day and not waking up and having to go to work hung over. I am learning how to not indulge and to "just say no." It is still really hard but I'm getting there. All I keep thinking is two months till drunkfest and 20 lbs to go. That's like 3 pounds a week. I think I can do it.

Slowly but surely

So I started running on Thursday, and it's amazing what it does for my energy and attitude. I am almost at the 10 pound mark. I am reaching my goal slowly but surely. If I keep it up I can make my goal weight by the floattrip.
I have found the most amazing things to eat. 100 calorie pack hostess cupcakes and fudge shoppe cookies, baked cheetos and tostitos and weight watchers muffins and cakes. They are wonderful but a little more expensive. No wonder America is fat. All the cheap food is bad for you. Oh well, I guess you get what you pay for.

Girl's night

so last night was girls night...
Rob came and picked me up and I had the drunken munchies...
Let's just say that I used all but six of my flex points last night and taco bell no longer sits well in my stomach.
I changed my weigh in day to tuesday also, after only going down .2lbs last week. so we shall see what happens this week.
I don't ever get to drink or eat junky food anymore, though. So that was a night well spent.

woohoo

so I have lost 5.8 pounds so we'll just say 6 down 24 more to go...